Breaking up is hard to do

Written by: starar

Subject: Love.

Problem: how do I do it gently?

sencond problem: How much do I want this and why??

I have this boy and we´ve been together once. And then a night. He surprised me in a way. Said that the physical stuff wasn´t that important. I said that that was easy for him to say. But for me the truth is not relative.


fact is that I still smell like him. fact is I like someone else. Fact is Im goddamn tired and im going to bed and im going to sleep no matter if im gonna cry to get there.
I do fancy him. I do. I do feel safe with him . i do. i do like his questions. his words. the way he act. i have not known him for a long time. he´s new. and thats exciting of course. hE said...´how bad is this´?  we´re going to talk again. until then. im going to sleep. and eat with a good good friend of mine.

how i love my friends in a situation like this.


I so hope i can sleep tonite.