New years eve

I had a conversation with a friend yesterday. and I discovered that I wont talk to lame people in the new year.

I wont eat crap in the new year

I wont throw up in the new year. I will express what I feel

I will fight for my right to party

I will fight for my right to love

I will fight for my right to get close to someone and to allow that someone to get close to  me

I will obey my GOd.

I will pay attention. I will sit down. I will rest. I will watch out for the beauty in this world and that other world that Ive felt so close to me and I still seem to know so little about

I will be creative I will use what GOd gave me

I will sing pray eat love be.

I wont be religious even though this list might start appearing like one.

I wont settle for second best.

and it starts today. Homework. shopping. everything is something that I do in loneliness but in a little while it´ll be gone and ill be with friends. I pray that I can just be myself.

Im no angel but I cry
Im no angel but it doesn´t mean that
i wont fly